today: nice and miserable

the day that i woke up.
morning started with endless raining. these days, morning and night always raining. rain season?
today woke up really late than usuall bcz of yesterday i had a party that i have to attend. got home late, and sleep late.
goodthing on the way to the school. the endless raining started to stop pouring. i felt relieved. and for the first time of my life. i saw 'it'. it's so real than the one i saw on tv. 'it' beautiful. i wanna touched 'it'. i amazed by 'it'. can't stop looking at 'it'.
'it' was a really really really really really the most beautiful rainbow that i had saw ever for the first. 

i thought i will never ever saw a really real rainbow one. because for 14 years, i had never saw one, till today. when i was little, television said after rain you will see a rainbow. but everytime the rain stopped, when i looked to the sky. nothing. nothing but a blue sky, ocean of clouds, and a yellow shining brightly sun to the world.
and i smiled like a little kid when i saw my first rainbow. hihihihi. i felt HAPPY.

niceeee.....

but............

i've got a miserable parts too. ya know.
toothache.
the last time i went to dentist was 3years ago. lemme tell you. i hate dentist.
3years ago i went to the dentist to get my 4 cavities get 'healed'? i couldn't describe. well, the point is that to cure my cavities.
after that, i didn't went to the dentist for 3years. i had a teensy weensy 'mad' at the dentist. i remembered that i was crying back then. because it was so hurt, tears running down. huhuhu.
why i got 4cavities? i admitted that i was a really lazy tooth brusher when i was young. okay. it is so embarassing to 'type' here.
but after i got my cavities done. i began dilligent at brushing my teeth. because i don't want to get cavity anymore, i don't want to get a toothache anymore. because those can get me to get back to the dentist clinic and meet the 'evil' dentist. have i mentioned that i hate dentist?
but yesterdays i've just realized i've got a cavity. i shocked. seriously =.= how the hell can i get a cavity? first, good thing i only got one. secondly, it didn't hurt. thirdly, scratch the secondly because the cavity is killing me!
i couldn't eat anything with my left side of the teeth. and today my cavity is killing me! it is killing me until i must told my mom with a heavy heart. :(
let's wait for the day that i will cry because of the dentist okay? because my mother said she will bring me to see the dentist. =.=

die you cavity, die you toothache, die you dentist.... .... ....

*sigh*

gotta finish my homework due this thursday.

see ya next time,
xoxo,