christmas 'alone'

Merry Christmas everybadeeehh...
HoHoHo...
what will Santa bring me later huh?


i haven't updated anything much. and yeah i already have my holiday and finished my exam.
last two days was my friends birthday. she invited me, i meant all of the classroom. but only few of them could made it. that's okay i think.

we were having so much fun and i felt like hoping time could just slow down. enjoy ourselves. i believe the others thinking like that too maybe. gathering with them was just wow, feeling a little closer to each other.

 w/ gracia n jessica

 w/ birthday girl! holla! nathania >.<

 w/ nathania.

 w/ jessica

w/ erik, vincent, jessica

w/ lanny

w/ the star of 9-13 (kevin) huahuahua XD

 family {}

 the trio.

 another trio. (w/ catherine n angeline)

 w/ ervinta.

 w/ vincent

 another shot w/ ervinta Xp

 

w/ gracia.

it felt good that nathania threw her birthday party at lembur kuring. because at there, there a little park. and so we could hang out there when we finished eating. hahaha. 

and what funny. seeing the boys were sooo LOL. boys never grew up huh?

they were just like back to old times when we were still kids. don't have to worry or scare like teenagers.

while the girls, narccist time, we took lol pictures. kkk. love love love them.   

screw up my damn face. my panda eyes.

totally look screw! because on that night. i suddenly woke up in the middle of the night. 1a.m kinda that.

and it was blackout. pissed. i couldn't go back to sleep coz it 's just too dark. and i have a little phobia of dark, scared of it. so i awake until finally it turned on. screw more. it was 3a.m already. i went sleep fast. and i woke on 8a.m.

i think most of the pic, my face was like 'urrgghh' ugly ugly. and i totally looked preettyy fat there. zzz.

=.="

and aha, noticed this. girls of my classroom were all wearing skirts. and i'm the only one wearing pants. lol. i felt awkward, but, hello, i don't even have 1 skirt on my wardrobe. kkk.

    

christmas doesn't mean anything much to me. cuz i'm not christian, i'm buddhist. but i do love christmas. with the songs, the xmas tree, xmas that and this. hahaha. and yeah i have a pretty lonely christmas right now..
my 1st sis went to pineng this morning for check up and celebrate her friend's birthday there. my 2nd sis doesn't available here. and my 3rd sis, hell if she just stay at home. lol. 

think about the last two days made me feel missing my friends sssssoooooo mmmmuuuuccchhh!
we were thinking for having bbq on new year eve. (my first bbq! teehee Xp)
but slight problem. so they suggested to do it at my home. but, my home was just too far. even though some of them didn't have problem. and ofcourse if you wanna have bbq you will stay up really late and finding yourself stay over right? yeah, boohoo their parents don't allow. *scoffed*
6days to go. we don't think about it right now. slow down. and see later.
fingercrossed the bbq thingie will happen! XD

have a nice tuesday and christmas day.

hohoho!

xoxo,