random things.

i've changed my website URL and this blog title.
i've always wanted to change them like few months ago. but i just can't think any name for it. and today i've just thought about it. hehe.

'what world means for me'

i don't know. that words just popped in my head. first i want it to be, 'justbeyou' 'justbeme' 'justbecreative'. but i don't like them. my past blog title on french means, 'the sparks of adolescent'. i kinda like it. i really do. hehe. i was thinking using it back. but howabout stay with what world means for me huh?
i'll make a pic of the header. and by then, i will think should i picked what world means for me or the sparks of adolescent.
i know they are viewers, even a little, checkin my blog. but i'll appreciate for you little guys helped me with this confusion. [:

i went to plaza with my friend today. i purchased a lot. 2novels, a deodorant, a shower gel. needs ya know. haha.

heyyy! i bought this! kekeke. it's my second time to read english written novel. and ofcourse there will be some or many vocab i don't know. but i read at the beginning so far. i understood a little bit -i think-. *peace*

wow. it's already 10p.m =.=" time flew so fast huh in this holiday i think. haha.

bye!

xoxo,

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the one who doesn't know you better google it. lol.

come on guys. follow me on instagram to check more cool/fool/lol photos. hihihi.

 

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don't forget to capture your beautiful moment... every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every month, every year. lol.

have a wonderful Wednesday!

 kisses,

xoxo, 

christmas 'alone'

Merry Christmas everybadeeehh...
HoHoHo...
what will Santa bring me later huh?


i haven't updated anything much. and yeah i already have my holiday and finished my exam.
last two days was my friends birthday. she invited me, i meant all of the classroom. but only few of them could made it. that's okay i think.

we were having so much fun and i felt like hoping time could just slow down. enjoy ourselves. i believe the others thinking like that too maybe. gathering with them was just wow, feeling a little closer to each other.

 w/ gracia n jessica

 w/ birthday girl! holla! nathania >.<

 w/ nathania.

 w/ jessica

w/ erik, vincent, jessica

w/ lanny

w/ the star of 9-13 (kevin) huahuahua XD

 family {}

 the trio.

 another trio. (w/ catherine n angeline)

 w/ ervinta.

 w/ vincent

 another shot w/ ervinta Xp

 

w/ gracia.

it felt good that nathania threw her birthday party at lembur kuring. because at there, there a little park. and so we could hang out there when we finished eating. hahaha. 

and what funny. seeing the boys were sooo LOL. boys never grew up huh?

they were just like back to old times when we were still kids. don't have to worry or scare like teenagers.

while the girls, narccist time, we took lol pictures. kkk. love love love them.   

screw up my damn face. my panda eyes.

totally look screw! because on that night. i suddenly woke up in the middle of the night. 1a.m kinda that.

and it was blackout. pissed. i couldn't go back to sleep coz it 's just too dark. and i have a little phobia of dark, scared of it. so i awake until finally it turned on. screw more. it was 3a.m already. i went sleep fast. and i woke on 8a.m.

i think most of the pic, my face was like 'urrgghh' ugly ugly. and i totally looked preettyy fat there. zzz.

=.="

and aha, noticed this. girls of my classroom were all wearing skirts. and i'm the only one wearing pants. lol. i felt awkward, but, hello, i don't even have 1 skirt on my wardrobe. kkk.

    

christmas doesn't mean anything much to me. cuz i'm not christian, i'm buddhist. but i do love christmas. with the songs, the xmas tree, xmas that and this. hahaha. and yeah i have a pretty lonely christmas right now..
my 1st sis went to pineng this morning for check up and celebrate her friend's birthday there. my 2nd sis doesn't available here. and my 3rd sis, hell if she just stay at home. lol. 

think about the last two days made me feel missing my friends sssssoooooo mmmmuuuuccchhh!
we were thinking for having bbq on new year eve. (my first bbq! teehee Xp)
but slight problem. so they suggested to do it at my home. but, my home was just too far. even though some of them didn't have problem. and ofcourse if you wanna have bbq you will stay up really late and finding yourself stay over right? yeah, boohoo their parents don't allow. *scoffed*
6days to go. we don't think about it right now. slow down. and see later.
fingercrossed the bbq thingie will happen! XD

have a nice tuesday and christmas day.

hohoho!

xoxo,       

it's called 'fabouu'.

hai guys!
i have started my final semester1 test 2days ago.

well, yesterday was my 'princess' birthday, she is carine joman... yeaah...
she threw her 15th birthday party at Grand Aston.
waah, rich people. *nod-nod*

carine looked like a princess yesterday! such a beautiful princess.
if i were a boy, i have already fall in love with her and asked her to be my girlfriend or wife, or whatever!! pfft~

just a few photo that i took with my polaroid. :((
can't get close enough to her. bcz she's more focusing to her classmates, or sometimes she even went missing, i have no idea where she went!

 didn't she look stunning?

 me with CKC! (catherine, kelly, carine) i close with them :3

 one of the svssm! sandra, cute :3

 another one from svssm. ^^ melva. she looked hot. kkk,

my yesterday outfit detail.

(follow my ig: @veronicazheng)
-random dress that i bought at pasar beruang.
-necklace that i bought at universal.
-owl ring that i bought at phoebe&chloe.
-sis' charles&keith bag.     

hey. =.=

yesterday, when i wanted to refill my polaroid. something happened.

stupid me, i put the film backward. so it stucked. inside i panicked, but outside i giggled like a stupid girl. me and melva put our effort to pull out the film.

we forcely pulled it. so i thought, 'aah~ this film can't be used anymore'. and then henny came and saw, asked what happened. so i tell. she said 'so the film can't be use anymore!', i was like, 'fine to me! but i really need to save my polaroid! hello!'

so, she helped me to pull it. but it no use. 

i got pissed. and i pulled it really hard like a crazy girl. but still no use! graah!

then, henny pulled my polaroid, i pulled the film. taraaa. with both of our powers. finally it got off.

thank god.

i was about to throw it away. but henny put the film on again. she said how about a try. we have no idea wanted to shoot who. so she just took a clover's cookies package(free snack) and gave it to me.

hey! it still can be use! kkk.

here's the result:

adios, amigo!

xoxo,

don't ask.

just a quick post (:
today is not a good day for me ):
*sigh*

my quote of the day:

 

everybody just stop asking. let time flew. don't care about me.

because i'm fine. i let it go. i don't care.

tgif

xoxo,

today: nice and miserable

the day that i woke up.
morning started with endless raining. these days, morning and night always raining. rain season?
today woke up really late than usuall bcz of yesterday i had a party that i have to attend. got home late, and sleep late.
goodthing on the way to the school. the endless raining started to stop pouring. i felt relieved. and for the first time of my life. i saw 'it'. it's so real than the one i saw on tv. 'it' beautiful. i wanna touched 'it'. i amazed by 'it'. can't stop looking at 'it'.
'it' was a really really really really really the most beautiful rainbow that i had saw ever for the first. 

i thought i will never ever saw a really real rainbow one. because for 14 years, i had never saw one, till today. when i was little, television said after rain you will see a rainbow. but everytime the rain stopped, when i looked to the sky. nothing. nothing but a blue sky, ocean of clouds, and a yellow shining brightly sun to the world.
and i smiled like a little kid when i saw my first rainbow. hihihihi. i felt HAPPY.

niceeee.....

but............

i've got a miserable parts too. ya know.
toothache.
the last time i went to dentist was 3years ago. lemme tell you. i hate dentist.
3years ago i went to the dentist to get my 4 cavities get 'healed'? i couldn't describe. well, the point is that to cure my cavities.
after that, i didn't went to the dentist for 3years. i had a teensy weensy 'mad' at the dentist. i remembered that i was crying back then. because it was so hurt, tears running down. huhuhu.
why i got 4cavities? i admitted that i was a really lazy tooth brusher when i was young. okay. it is so embarassing to 'type' here.
but after i got my cavities done. i began dilligent at brushing my teeth. because i don't want to get cavity anymore, i don't want to get a toothache anymore. because those can get me to get back to the dentist clinic and meet the 'evil' dentist. have i mentioned that i hate dentist?
but yesterdays i've just realized i've got a cavity. i shocked. seriously =.= how the hell can i get a cavity? first, good thing i only got one. secondly, it didn't hurt. thirdly, scratch the secondly because the cavity is killing me!
i couldn't eat anything with my left side of the teeth. and today my cavity is killing me! it is killing me until i must told my mom with a heavy heart. :(
let's wait for the day that i will cry because of the dentist okay? because my mother said she will bring me to see the dentist. =.=

die you cavity, die you toothache, die you dentist.... .... ....

*sigh*

gotta finish my homework due this thursday.

see ya next time,
xoxo,

sis shopping for me. lol.

hai guys.
my third sis here just got home from KualaLumpur this noon, today.
and ofcourse. i asked her to buy for me things there.
but she only got my belts and my shoes =.="
where my shirts and pants that i want dude?!

oh well.

1) i've got my studded loafer of topshop.

2) a 'darkblue' basic belt and a 'white' sudded belt of H&M

3) my sis bought me crabtree&evelyn pomegranate bodywash&lotion set. and strawberry milk talk body gel of etude. and i took the crabtree&evelyn rosewater handcream. love it.
and i've just realized. all of those are PINK!

i love them. thnkyou sis {}

i am now really interest and fall in love with studded/spike and neon.
now, i have the studded loafer, the studded belt, studded bando.
and i have studded and neon color of bracelet. kiki. loveit.
i didn't post it. maybe next time when i wear full of spike later. ;)

and i really do love the pomegranate sets. they have the really sweet scent. oooh! love it and i can't wait to use them! need to finish up my last bodygel first! >.<

and the rosewater handcream. i already fall in love with rosewater in the pas. bcz, i had the body lotion in the past. i loveeee the smell. you know what funny.
i've remembered. there's a popular patisserie shop called lamaison in Medan. sp, i bought their macarons. and i picked the rosewater flavour one. when i ate it, i laughed. bcz it smelled like the crabtree&evelyn bodylotion that i had! it really did. LOL.
rosewater rock! \m/

while the stawberry body wash. i did ask my sis bought for me. etude's milk talk body wash. but i asked her bought the chocolate one. but actually she's already bought the strawberry one that supposed to be hers, but she gave it to me. so i was like. oh, okay larr~

my sis boasts about her denim shirt that she bought at topshop. =.="
and i had my stupid face on.
it looked like mine! i bought mine online shop! it really does look like mine.
oh let it go. she didn't care, she just said like, 'but mine is topshoooopp,'
wanna punch her in the face. like seriously. yes, mine unbranded, hers branded. whatever.

thnkyou to my sis for the shopping. i really do love them. hehehe.
next time i will just asked my sis bought for me the pomegranate body gel. kikiki.
but i still feel sad bcz my sis didn't bought and garments for me :(
i need new garments! lunar new year is coming dude!

jaa ne!

2day playlists:

kelly clarkson - catch my breath

adam lambert - if i had you

wang lee hom - mei

lenka - everything at once

big bang - fantastic baby

yang yoseob - caffeine (ft. junhyung)

xoxo,

the beginning.

Hai guys!
how was your November?
me? it's a so-so. so many laughs with my friends, that i loved it. and so many dramas with my family, that i hated it.

i welcome you, DECEMBER! YEAAH! \m/
i hope it will be a good month for me. exam is coming up this december. wishmeluck, duh.
fingercrossed that i won't get a red mark on my math again!!!

so, have you guys heard B2st's Yoseob's solo album?
i have! and i totally lovin' it! yes so far Yoseob here is my bias on b2st. previously,i'm in love with Gikwang. but after their comeback on 'It's a Beautiful Night', i totally lovin Yoseob because he looked so hot and cute there. hihihi. maybe i will forever love Yoseob only.
and i had bought his first solo mini album on online shop. i can't wait for the package. hehe.

well, December.
i'm looking forward. ;)

2day playlists:
Yoseob - Caffeine (ft. JunHyung of BEAST)
Yoseob - Look At Me Now
Yoseob - Even Then I
Yoseob - You Don't know
Yoseob - Just Did as You Always Did
Ns Yoon-G - If you love me (ft. Jay Park)


later, chics!
xoxo,