trick or treat?!

31st Oct.

how is the jack-o-lantern? :b
i draw it with iPad app -glow it dark- by myself. is it nice?

btw,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYBADEEHH.

hey.
be careful okay? watch out.
there're maybe something or someone under your bed.
or.
behind your closet, or beside you!
OMO. :b

how was your halloween?
me? me?
noddaa, nothing, nono.
yesterday saturday, a university threw a halloween party. i didn't attend it ofcourse.
i'm not an it girl. :) i'm an ordinary girl. for what i went there? i'll be a stupid girl there.
yeah here, Medan, nothing really special about halloween.
not like at others. children played dress up. went into someone house and scream cutely, 'trick or treat?!'
hihihi.but it is still a halloween that everybody should celebrate it with their on way. :D

oh yeah.
i've bought something on online shop.
a sticker n rub ons. and a flower crown :))
the sticker and rub ons are super cute super pretty. and it feels really really pity to use them.
and my flower crown. gosh, i love it! the blue fake roses are super pretty.
the sticker and rub ons thanks too angelbeescrap (you can found it on ig)
the flower crown thanks too oribellecrownshop (can found it on ig) ;)

here are some pics that i've posted on ig:

 totally love this. :b

 aren't these cute?!

peiqi with her owl.

beautiful flower crown huh :))

more, kindly follow my IG : veronicazheng

it's getting really late.

while blogging this i was watching SM's new vid on youtube.

have you guys watched yoonique unit_maxtstep? <3<3

the members ofcouse are the expert dancers of SM. gosh, doesn't eunhyuk,taemin, and hyoyeon looked hot there? love it! >.<

okay okay. it's totally getting late already. i have school tomorrow morning.
so...

BOO!

xoxo,

.B to the O to the R to the I to the N to the G.

yesterday. i had a holiday.
half of my day i spent them at home, watching utube. browsing about BEAST :b
i was wondering where will we went to eat right.
around 5, my sis called me.
'go get shower and get ready. we will go to ducking'
i sighed. and i hang up and get ready.

sucks.

why?

ducking. a pretty popular restaurant at Medan, Cambridge Square City.
wasn't i supposed to be happy? get to eat at a fancy restaurant?
yeaah.
here's the problem.
i'm sick with that restaurant already.

yes yes, they're delicious.
but, oh. come on. in 1year how many times already i went to ducking dude?!
it's been way to many times to go there.
why? oh bcz my cute niece here is a fan of that restaurant.
and everytime her grandparents or her parents came back from Aceh.
they will definitely brought their granddaughter/daughter to go there. aww. sweet.
and they will definitely invite my family duh.
i would really really realllyyy like to not attend. but, come on, i don't want to be call as a 'rude' girl.
even i complained to my sis yesterday, 'haah, why ducking again?'
'Peiqi's grandparents invite us. what can we do?'
yeah,, what can we do. we can't just say no.
even my sis said, 'i'm bored with ducking too'

did i have fun there? ^^
NOPE.
too sick already with their food. i'm craving for pizza or sushi here T_T

yesterday outfit ;)
i wore my:
-white tank top from esprit
-white vest form paddini authentic (you can't see them*sad*)
-white short from mango
-leather watch form fossil
-sweets charm bracelet from vintage 1988
-'little girl' necklace that i got from bangkok.
-beige-softpink shoulder bag from coach
-shoes from nose.

yesterday outfit was my favourite so far. i accidentally to wear all my branded stuffs that i've got =D
yesterday was kinda a white holic huh. i love it. <3

pics that i posted yesterday:

 the ice cream charm reminded me of hyuna's new song ;)

'i melt you like ice cream' *dance*

 you can see my paddini authentic's white vest =D

 pose, strut it, cklik!

 peithing peithinggg >///<

i'm waiting for more interesting happen to me.

kekekeke~

follow my INSTAGRAM : veronicazheng

ciao, darlings!

xoxo,

already pass.

haven't updated my blog like almost a week!

yeah, i have just finished my exam. like from yesterday.
don't think i'm happy. coz i'm not. i still have my winfield exam!

yesterday i have my biology and economy tests. hell, i studied them on wednesday right.
on the next morning, i have a fever. haha. i'm still sick until now. but i don't have an interested to take medicine. i'm done with them. uggh.
my family even didn't know that i'm sick. i'm not really sick. but, fever, from head to toe, it's burning up.

so from 7lessons i have taken the test. i only worried about my math and my english.
math? pfft. been there, done that. but still worried.
english? okay okay, i really hate that test. from the first time in my entire life. this was the first time i had done my english took a really long time =.=
the questions. pfft. i felt like wanna burn that paper full of questions. grroooaarr. screw that.
i was really sad and dissapointed at myself. *sigh* it's already passed. what can i do?
yes i wish there was a time machine. so i could go back, and made up the mistakes. *sigh*
fingercrossed they will be,okay.

these days, i have been really really really spendthrift.___.
i've bought a flower crown, a bracelet, and clothes from onlineshop.
i still wanna buy the \m/ ring from greedysassy. and starbuck pens from angelbeescrap. and i'm still looking for HW pants.
see see. i've just realized i've already spent almost all of my money. hihihi.
good thing i haven't taken all of my allowance this month. :D
oh let it be. i need refreshing from my test! shopping! :D
i'm still thinking about lomo you know .__.  i need to learn about lomo fast and quick. then buy it fast and quick.

hey, have you guys check out taylor swift's new MV? Begin Again.
what do i think? hmm, it's nice. the MV was really sweet and taylor looked gorgeous(always). the song, i said it was okay but i also love them. teehee.
here are the capture i took from iPad coz i watched the MV from iPad. hehe.
and i combined them and posted them to instagram ;)

 okay i have to say that, i really like the guy from the MV. :p

i love this capture, taylor looked amazing. *duh*

what can i say? it's taylor swift y'all ;)

follow my instagram for more pics updates.

@veronicazheng :))

'don't think about the past.

            just think about the future.'

i made that quote to remind myself you know. hehe.

bcz i kept thinking about my math and english. but my friend always said.

'haayaa. it's already passed. just let it be,kay? you just need to think about the future now. next time, don't make the same mistake anymore, kay? future future. focus to the future'

she kinda sounded like that. hahha.

thankyou to her, well, she is my bestfriend ;) love her so much.

i concerned about she asked me next don't make the same mistake anymore._. awkward~

take that quote to inspired you guys. okay?

pai pai.

xoxo,

Ice Cream

The sexy queen of kpop,
Hyuna is back!






so what do you guys think?
i think, ofcourse. sexy, flirty, sassy, that's Hyuna. don't hate her bcz of that.
under that flirty, she's actually a really cute girl with a really cute voice!

i saluted Hyuna, she is so young but she is so professional.
just look at the mv, look at her at PSY's oppa gangnam style MV. nice work, that's why i love her ;))

support Hyuna, wooo, ICE CREAM.

hey guys, this morning i had my physics test right.

guess whattt, i've got a perfect mark.

i think? i hope?

well, at least it wasn't as bad as my math. just fingercrossed it won't passed 8. hahaha.

tomorrow i will having my bahasa indonesia test and my english test. fingercrossed for the lessons ;)

hehe.

hwaiting! and annyonggg!

xoxo,

let me hear, 'heeyyooo'

kill me. kill me.
sorry so so sorry for haven't been posting sooo loonggg.
computer was being unplugged by my sis bcz gonna renovate the room. hehe.
so today i've just plugged it back. kekeke~

let me hearr,, heyyooo...
today is SUPER JUNIOR 7th anniversary. yeeey. chukkaee.
i've only been an ELF for 1year. but i love them more than any other boyband. love them love them.
super junior, ELFs and i will always love you. keep it up with the good songs and dances. we love you!
muacch muacch, lots of love for suju's member, for hangeng and kibum. :*

this is my treasure ;)

4jib, 5jib, 6jib <3

btw,

my school's exam has started.

it's started yesterday. yesterday i had math test. how the result?

i'm not really confident. hope i didn't get redmark. but beside that i'm pretty sure i won't get redmark.

but who knew. can't guessed. so, finger crossed!

monday, i will have my physics test. okay, i'm pretty good with the counting, but the teori? 

bitch please~

finger crossed for physics too! :D

bcz i couldn't play my computer past days. i've got really behind of kpop news =.=

i even have just watched ailee's comeback just now! damn right.

and i've just downloaded her full album's songs.

i have only listen to the main song, i will show you. damn, it's so catchy and i love the meaning!

great work ailee! luv ya.

i'm not really interested with her MV. but G.O from Mblaq was featuring her there.

and shit, i always knew he was the most handsome guy ever (in Mblaq) kekeke. meltinggg to see him there. he was just so cuteee! >.< 

gorgeous ailee *0*

btw, this is my phone's wallpaper keke.

oh, guys.

do you know? how lucky kids nowadays. and how jerk kids nowadays.

but crossed the jerk kids okay. i'm talking about my niece her. peiqi.

her parent! god ==

bought for her an ipad. yes, her own ipad. her parent bought an ipad for peiqi just for facetime. ipad3 dude!

i'm a teenage girl even didn't have own ipad. graah graah. funny huh. 

but that's okay. i got to use the ipad. kekeke. treat it like it was my ipad. download whatever i want! muahaahhaha. 

talk about ipad...

hiks hiks. how much i wanna ipod5!

but i knew i will never get them. asdfghjkl.

be patient vero T_T it's life, its your life, ITS MY LIFE.

that's just gonna be how it is.

okay. i don't know why my satisfication can be done.

just know i said i wanna ipod5 right. i wanna lomo camera too .___.

yeaah. LOMO!

well, i have always wanted that camera before. but then i gave up on it.

but then i fell in love with it again =.=

well, it's not really expensive i thought. i could save my own money and bought it my own. 

but... ... ...

dafuq. whatever. i want the damn LOMO CAMERA.

you know, i've discussed this with one of my friend. and dafuq, who the hell did she thought she was. she talked to me like. 'hey, i'm interested with the lomo camera too. if i asked daddy to buy it for me i think he'll buy it for me. teehee'

*scoff* what a spoiled girl.

you know, i always think this girl is a copycater. when she thought she wasn't and she thought that people were the one who copycate her. pfftt yeah right,, 

uh uh uh uh!

cambridge satchel.

i'm going to hell, i will never ever can afford the original one.

soo.. eehee. yeaah. i'm gonna buy the 'not' original one. whatever, i've just bought it bcz i love the model hehe.

i've bought it?! *scoff*

okay okay, i can't afford the phony cambridge satchle! IDR310 =.=

i gonna asked my mom to buy it for me. muohoho. wait for mama cambridge satchle.

beside, i really need a new bag.

tell ya:

i have my all time favourite kipling bag, i have used it like 3-4years? but still look new and good to me. but, felt bored right if you always used that bag over and over.

and i have naraya's bag. i got this bag at bangkok that i went last year? discount bro! and the bag is awesome. bought it! but it's big, and what the hell am i doing to carry a big bag just to hang out with my friend at mall, right? so i only used it when i out of town, or gonna bring my polaroid so i used that bag.

coach! coach?! yes baby. i've got it this year? or last year? didn't know what happened to my mama, suddenly bought for me a coach mini bag. aww... sweet. but i really really seldom to use it. here's the problem. it was to small. haha. i even can count how many times already i used that bag. 3times? forget it, i forgot already. but really love that coach, i love the color, just one problem. IT'S TOO SMALL.

and that's why the kipling's one was my all time favourite. not too small not too big. so-so. :b

i need a new favourite. and that was the phony cambridge satchel. haha. 

fingercrossed my mom will buy it for me. *.*v

finally, the time that i show you the narcissistic queen. ME.

what i have posted to instagram, yesterday :

 peiqi just really love the pororocam.

 first i edited it with snapee. hhe.

instagram u rock.

ee hee, i love me here. 

more pics n updates.

INSTAGRAM : veronicazheng 

i haven't posted anything in instagram like week? and i missed it. i've only got the chance yesterday, that's why i posted pretty many pics. hihi.

fingercrossed for my math, my physics.

monday's test. physics. mama will come. and u better be good! 

and fingercrossed my mother wanna buy for me the phony satchel. really need that bag!

hope i can update more when the exams. :))

jaljjayo!

2day playlists:

ailee - i will show you

missA - i don't need a man

super junior - sexy free & single

super junior - SPY

super junior - gulliver

super junior - SUPERMAN

beast - special

beast - lightless

xoxo,

trusts and promises.

*sigh*
nothing bad has happened today.
but...
i have broke our friendship. with 'her'.
i can't take it anymore. i gave her chance for 2days. she could just texted me, bbm me, or anything! to explain!
but she didn't!

yesterday, yeaah, my date with jessica and steffi got canceled. but they're still going out without me.
bcz suddenly my groupmate texted me and told me 'on Sunday we will gathering at my house'
okayy, homework comes first right?

we were still doing our music assignment. well, coincidencely, my groupmates were all the groupmates of the geo assignment. i'm not one of them, though. suddenly, 'she' bbm-ed catherine. she was asking, 'may i join your guys group?'
okay i was a little shocked. so whats jessica told me wasn't a lie. it's true.
my face totally changed, from happy to angry. my groupmates didn't notice, duh, no way i gonna showed out my emotions. i just kept silent, and inside i cursed her silently.
still, bitch. has she forgotten about me?

so this morning. at class,'she' was nearby my seat, 'she' was talking to my friend who is sit beside me and she is 'her' friend. i just ignored 'her'. pretending 'she' wasn't there. 'she' called me, but i still ignoring 'her'. 'she' knew i was angry, 'she' knew.

before that, i asked nathania, what's just happened? how could this all became like this? but nathania, herself also confused. *sigh* okay, whatever.

i asked one by one, everybody story has their own versions. and trust me, all the versions were different. didn't have a one similar. nice right.
but then, one of my friend here who is also 'her' friend. told me.
she did mentioned me to her friends.
my friend told me, she told her that,
'she wanted to be in the same group with me so bad. she's already told our classroom's president that she wanted to be in the same group with me. but our classroom's president arranged her to be in the same group with them. and bcz she knew i was mad at her this morning, she said it's okay if i won't be in the same group with her, she just wanted me to forgive her'

was she sad? yes.
i could see it in her face.

i've got this a few questions in my head:
is it worth it to end this friendship?
i still confused.

am i sad?
it breaks my heart.

can i trust her again if i forgive her?
i don't know. it'll be hard.

do i want to listen to her explanation?
i do.

then why won't i just ask her to explain?
the truth is, this morning, i couldn't stand to look at her face.

so how can she explain if i don't want to look her face?
i am hoping she will text me. so bad, to explain.

why am i not the one who text her and ask her to explain?
it's to hard, i'm too mad at her.

*sigh*
i even don't know how many times already have i sighed. the hardest question that i have in my head now.
do i want to make this friendship work again?
....

i am really sad.
sad that i have lost one of my precious friend. sad bcz it's hurt to see her face. sad bcz neither of us wanted to make this friendship work again. SAD.

 

jessica brought her polaroid this morning.

we took a few snaps.

but i only took one snap of the polaroid with vete's galaxy and posted it to instagram. hehe.

from left to right: veronicazheng(me), erik leonardi, gracia djaja, vincent tiogana, jessica tjiunardi.

i'm out of here!

INSTAGRAM: veronicazheng

xoxo,

in the rain

hai.
urggh.

i'm so damn sleepy. i'm even typing with sleepy eyes here. hahaaha.
yesterday i slept like 11 around like that, as usually.
but this morning. when i woke up, i just felt like i only have closed my eyes like 1minute. then, my stupid alarm woke me up to alert me.
"kringgg kringgg. time to wake up. school! you don't want to be late like 2days ago right?!!"
that's what i heard when my alarm rang. 
okay, i DO NOT LATE 2days ago. but ALMOST

i've just got back from my tuition. then i connect my speedy and turn the blog on and start posting.
urggh, really hate my teacher. not hate hate. just he like to annoyed me. 
i was really sleepy back then. when he took care of other student. i took that chance to sleep. not really sleeping, just closing and resting my eyes. 
than i've got surprise when i heard a really loud bang voice. he was knocking the table really loud!
damn you!

good thing he let me go home before the rain started to pouring really hard.
from my room, i can hear the rain pouring cats and dogs. and the thunder really scary.
good thing i've got home earlier before rain cats and dogs. hahaha.

ohmy, the weatherrr~
i'm sleepy, my room's AC is cold, outside raining. 
what a good time to sleep.
but, NO WAY I'M GONNA SLEEP. 
i need to sleep on night too you know.
i'm a kind person that MAY NOT sleep in the noon. if not, i will stay up all night and i may sleep in the midnight later. 
keep yawninggg~ grooooarrrr.

today school has happened nothing special. nothing important moment to remember.
just normal school life. studying, hanging out with friendss~
oh wait!
hooo ooh, i really hate to remember this one.
my friend bailed me! damn!
well i've got a new assignment,guys*sigh*
done it with group. so there's this group, they're close, i'm close to them too. but, they are all smart people. and i'm not in to that category.
one of my friend here also close to them, they asked her to come with their group. bcz they only left 1person.
but she said she would think about it bcz she concerned about me and nathania. aww, sweet right?
WRONG!

cuih cuih cuih.
then jessica asked me to join their group. 
but i said i already paired up with 'her'. but jessica said 'she' joined 'their' team. 
i thought my jaw just dropped! and actually nathania joined jessica's group, and NOT with 'her'.
'she' said nothing to me anything about that! urghh, i'm so furious with her.
what a biatch.
FINE! then i just joined jessica's group.
'she' bailed me. first 'she' was soooo sweet said 'she' wanted in the same group with me. second, who knew 'she' actually bailed me without talking to me!
grrr, think about it making me so furious at 'her'!
hold on, i'm not talk something bad behind 'her'.
hmp, don't worry. i will scold 'her' on Monday. want to know who is 'her'?
'she' is someone actually can't be trust 100%.
don't mess with me, don't give me any excuses!
I'M A GIRL THAT HATE SOMEONE BROKE THEIR PROMISES.

aww man.
my auntie has taken back her ipad. T_T
point is, i can't update my instagram often now.
that sucks. 
i want ipad for myself. but my mom said that my sister already bought one for her little girl. and my mom said i could play it. okay, fine, cool.
they said they already bought the ipad at KL, ask my third sister to buy it.
but why they haven't send it to medan???!
ipad, instagram, T_T

jessica asked me out to the plaza tomorrow.
i loved too. but, i scared that no one can give me a ride tomorrow.
finger crossed i can go tomorrow. hehe.

au revoir!

2day playlists:

taylor swift - back to december

taylor swift - safe&sound

taylor swift - we are never ever getting back again together

bang yong guk ft. yoseob - i remember

yoseob - no

beast - on rainy days

beast - the day i rest

maroon5 - one more night

simple plan ft. sean paul - summer paradise

owl city ft. carly rae jepsen - good time

xoxo,

5th day of October

heyyy...
well, September has ended. we're now getting into October.
yeeeyy...
sorry, it's been a while huh?
it's just, here, now i'm already 3rd year junior high. it's just crazy of assignments, tests, works, tuitions. busy busy busy...

finally i can post in this 5th day of October. :))
it's 5/10/2012 today huh?
soo, guess what. today, one of my friend here, is HIS birthday.
did i say HIS? yes,, it's a HE. lol.


thanks to him. i have something to post.
yesterdays, i didn't have topic to said you know. lol.
so not the only reason why am i busy, but out of topic too.

and the birthday boy is someone that has featuring on my blog.
he is on the last post i talked about. there's two boys right?
well, he is Vincent Tiogana. haha.
happy birthday vete, yeeey...

so he decided to treat me and his friends.
we are so out of mind what we have to give him. so yesterday, i did think about buying a cake. well, i just know that he gonna treat me last night when my friend told me. but, where am i suppose to go to buy it? i live at a compleks you know. hahaha.
well, good think my driver was free and my mom went to her store late. i ask her to buy cake at breadtalk. the nearest bread store.
breadtalk's cake is good. i've tasted them. but my friends had never tasted.
so my mom picked a chocolate cake. well, okay... haha.

breadtalk's chocolate cake :9

funny was. 

yeah, we couldn't taste them. bcz it's getting late. we have afternoon classes.

so just asked vete quick cut the cake, and just picked the first person he wanted to spoon-feed.

well. we didn't ask. it's like we FORCE him to spoon-feed jessica(girl from my last post). omg, my friend was so embarrased! her face was so red. it's like one in a lifetime you guys could see her blushing. she's even never blushing that red with her ex-bf! hihihi... they're just so cute.

and vete just out of his mind. finally he took a courage and fed jessica. good thing jessica be a good girl and receive it. you know, she's actually just wanted to take it and fed herself. but vete said, "i fed you." awww!!!

well, time's gone. we just asked someone to keep the cake, later we will take them again. so, didn't get a chance to taste them. i have tasted them before, buy my friends never. poor you guys =.=

omg, i would laughing myself when i remembered jessica's blushing face. it's so funny n cuteee. she's shaky, embarrased, shy, her heartbeat pump so damn fast. but, do you guys know what she said later on? "Hey, the breadtalk's cake is delicious" like, duh!

birthday boy cutting his cake. seriously, eric was like a blockguy here.

this is the picture of vete and the boys.

you know, their looks are not bad XD *pletaakk*

yaah, to be honest. kinda little 'sad', we girls didn't have chance took a picture with the birthday boy. well, actually i don't know how the other girls felt. i'm the one felt uneasy. i am kind a girl like to take pictures with friends. i really love it.

i love take pics with friends than selfcam. haha.

i could just say let's take a picture with vete and the other girls. but. ck. yeaah. other girls were kinda shy. aah, i don't know how to describe. just like, they didn't have courage like me to gettin close with boys. 

wth am i typing.

but i think that is true though. except me, jessica, and gracia, we all can close to boys pretty easily. what should i say? we girls ARE the most hanging out ones. lol.

i would like a normal friendships. bcz. seriously! all of my friends are too negative thinking! close a little, we'll get teased. said,'ehm ehm, what's goin on here'.

it's make us uncomfortable ofcourse!

but still, no matter what, they're the bestiest, :))

...

hey, my exams are getting closer. soo...

i don't know i can post more frequently nowadays. but i'll try.

and don't worry. if there's somedays have an interesting moments.

i will always share to the worlds :))

i'm a girl who are really like sharing my good moments. and bad too. haha.

exams getting closer. i have my second exam on this 19th. and so are my winfield on 5th November. gosh, do you know i just have finished my winfield's exam. and now i will have them again on next month? the hell!

slowly, these exams and assignments will KILL me.

well, wish me luck on this upcoming exams!

see ya!

oh! happy birthday vincent tiogana! may all your wishes come true. stay be the best boy! okay?

xoxo,