today: nice and miserable

the day that i woke up.
morning started with endless raining. these days, morning and night always raining. rain season?
today woke up really late than usuall bcz of yesterday i had a party that i have to attend. got home late, and sleep late.
goodthing on the way to the school. the endless raining started to stop pouring. i felt relieved. and for the first time of my life. i saw 'it'. it's so real than the one i saw on tv. 'it' beautiful. i wanna touched 'it'. i amazed by 'it'. can't stop looking at 'it'.
'it' was a really really really really really the most beautiful rainbow that i had saw ever for the first. 

i thought i will never ever saw a really real rainbow one. because for 14 years, i had never saw one, till today. when i was little, television said after rain you will see a rainbow. but everytime the rain stopped, when i looked to the sky. nothing. nothing but a blue sky, ocean of clouds, and a yellow shining brightly sun to the world.
and i smiled like a little kid when i saw my first rainbow. hihihihi. i felt HAPPY.

niceeee.....

but............

i've got a miserable parts too. ya know.
toothache.
the last time i went to dentist was 3years ago. lemme tell you. i hate dentist.
3years ago i went to the dentist to get my 4 cavities get 'healed'? i couldn't describe. well, the point is that to cure my cavities.
after that, i didn't went to the dentist for 3years. i had a teensy weensy 'mad' at the dentist. i remembered that i was crying back then. because it was so hurt, tears running down. huhuhu.
why i got 4cavities? i admitted that i was a really lazy tooth brusher when i was young. okay. it is so embarassing to 'type' here.
but after i got my cavities done. i began dilligent at brushing my teeth. because i don't want to get cavity anymore, i don't want to get a toothache anymore. because those can get me to get back to the dentist clinic and meet the 'evil' dentist. have i mentioned that i hate dentist?
but yesterdays i've just realized i've got a cavity. i shocked. seriously =.= how the hell can i get a cavity? first, good thing i only got one. secondly, it didn't hurt. thirdly, scratch the secondly because the cavity is killing me!
i couldn't eat anything with my left side of the teeth. and today my cavity is killing me! it is killing me until i must told my mom with a heavy heart. :(
let's wait for the day that i will cry because of the dentist okay? because my mother said she will bring me to see the dentist. =.=

die you cavity, die you toothache, die you dentist.... .... ....

*sigh*

gotta finish my homework due this thursday.

see ya next time,
xoxo,

already pass.

haven't updated my blog like almost a week!

yeah, i have just finished my exam. like from yesterday.
don't think i'm happy. coz i'm not. i still have my winfield exam!

yesterday i have my biology and economy tests. hell, i studied them on wednesday right.
on the next morning, i have a fever. haha. i'm still sick until now. but i don't have an interested to take medicine. i'm done with them. uggh.
my family even didn't know that i'm sick. i'm not really sick. but, fever, from head to toe, it's burning up.

so from 7lessons i have taken the test. i only worried about my math and my english.
math? pfft. been there, done that. but still worried.
english? okay okay, i really hate that test. from the first time in my entire life. this was the first time i had done my english took a really long time =.=
the questions. pfft. i felt like wanna burn that paper full of questions. grroooaarr. screw that.
i was really sad and dissapointed at myself. *sigh* it's already passed. what can i do?
yes i wish there was a time machine. so i could go back, and made up the mistakes. *sigh*
fingercrossed they will be,okay.

these days, i have been really really really spendthrift.___.
i've bought a flower crown, a bracelet, and clothes from onlineshop.
i still wanna buy the \m/ ring from greedysassy. and starbuck pens from angelbeescrap. and i'm still looking for HW pants.
see see. i've just realized i've already spent almost all of my money. hihihi.
good thing i haven't taken all of my allowance this month. :D
oh let it be. i need refreshing from my test! shopping! :D
i'm still thinking about lomo you know .__.  i need to learn about lomo fast and quick. then buy it fast and quick.

hey, have you guys check out taylor swift's new MV? Begin Again.
what do i think? hmm, it's nice. the MV was really sweet and taylor looked gorgeous(always). the song, i said it was okay but i also love them. teehee.
here are the capture i took from iPad coz i watched the MV from iPad. hehe.
and i combined them and posted them to instagram ;)

 okay i have to say that, i really like the guy from the MV. :p

i love this capture, taylor looked amazing. *duh*

what can i say? it's taylor swift y'all ;)

follow my instagram for more pics updates.

@veronicazheng :))

'don't think about the past.

            just think about the future.'

i made that quote to remind myself you know. hehe.

bcz i kept thinking about my math and english. but my friend always said.

'haayaa. it's already passed. just let it be,kay? you just need to think about the future now. next time, don't make the same mistake anymore, kay? future future. focus to the future'

she kinda sounded like that. hahha.

thankyou to her, well, she is my bestfriend ;) love her so much.

i concerned about she asked me next don't make the same mistake anymore._. awkward~

take that quote to inspired you guys. okay?

pai pai.

xoxo,